hey

 ive started to get my self out of that hole i think, i realized i was forcing it so hard and ive came to just trust the unknown and to take a break from that song and work on other stuff, let go to figure out whats missing ya know. its cool been making some dope stuff. magic mike 1 is so much better than magic mike 2.,.. the first one has a homemade feeling to it and the 2nd is just not idk very good ending the begining was good then it lost me..... watching the development of people you know is so interesting, sometimes its good sometimes its different... life is weird sometimes you dont even have to look very hard

goodnight

woah...

 did a gateway meditation earlier and this one is where you cast out something like a question or something your missing and itll come back with the answer and i literally felt pressure between my eyes like something was pressing on it literally so insane ive never felt that before was so intense def the most intense meditation ive ever had 

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 i cant really put it into words im frustrated but like also trusting the process i fucking guess idk im tense i wanna rip my face off this song is kicking my ass i need to smoke weed or something do some drugs i dont even do drugs 

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trusting the process is really hard and im moiwgogjkwNSGWJNEGOWjegiwoegjwoiEJGsoikgjnSODKGSDOGLKJJHSJDOGLKSHJdglksdjlksdgosnDGKSJDNV Osiuejgnpvsoud;jvnpsiubsoiebjnsopb